Well it’s another day.
It’s sunny, supposed to be warm. I’ve only been awake for about half an hour. I’m stiff, hands and wrists are painful, the spot between my shoulder blades is in it’s beginning stages, kind of tingly. Anxiety is running pretty high because of things at work that I won’t get into. I’m taking everything one day at a time. So as I said, today is a new day, a new beginning. Let’s hope the Gods smile upon me and help me make this a good one. To help me remember how strong I can be.
By the time I got home my back had locked up completely. Hasn’t been this bad in a long time. I think it’s time to invest in a barometer. I hopped into the tub with lots of epsom salts and cammomile and lavender and it eased a bit. I’m pretty much going to bed now, its starting to hurt again.
Meds: 2 Wellbutrin, 1 Adivan, 1 cyclobenzaprine, 1 T1 w/ codiene, 15mg Cipralex
Supplements: 1 folic acid, 1 fish oil, 3 VitD
Mood: 6 – anxious, tired, feeling unsure of myself.