Woke up with throbbing pain in my hands and forearms. After only being up and moving around for about 10 minutes the back and shoulders kicked in too. That blanket effect again. Very stiff. Have plans to go see my Sister in Law and Nephew today…but don’t think I’m gonna make it. Going to work but am going to get Rob to find someone to come in early so I can come home. Trying to be positive. Bought myself a very nice copy of The Silmarillion yesterday, that makes me happy. But still waiting for the antidepressants to build back up in my system. Feeling less crazy but definitely not in a good mood today. A friend introduced me to florence +the machine(a band) the other day, bought the album Lungs on iTunes…possibly my new favourite band, she has an amazing voice. This also makes me happy. Feeling pretty f***ing miserable about my physical state though, and the fact that money is quite tight doesn’t help. Otherwise I could just call in sick. *sighs*. That is all for now.
Meds: 1 x Tylenol Daytime Cold Medicine